Talon12321

so my great memory + Sad love punk/alternative songs = a very bad combination and many bad memories played out as music videos. :(

So i noticed something tonight. when i am with a group of people i tend to stay out of the group, on the outside looking in. i guess i am starting to realize my years of fitting in with everyone has actually distanced me from most. kinda a morbid thought, but the truth isn't always good. Or it could be i am at a point in my life where i am truly lost. for those who know me, you know (or  may not) that Robert Frost's "The Road Not Taken" is my favorite poem and something that shapes my views. now i am thinking, maybe the road wasn't taken because it doesn't lead anywhere. i have referenced this in an early entry, but that was some time ago, an

i really really wish my sis would stop thinking that the world revolves around her. because i refused to carry her extremely heavy bag from her vacation she went on up to her room she is being really pissy, and for those who don't know, my sis is 4 years older then me. it just really bugs me that she doesn't understand that i (being at work 10-11 hours a day) could possibly be more tiered then her when she works so much less (especially since she has been on vacation for 4 days) why do all my immediate family members seem to be blind to one specific thing?? my dad doesn't understand context and ignores the sound of my voice, my mom won't acce